Well then. With a minimum of effort, I've wound you up to the extent that you've expressed a desire to meet me in public, so that we can have some sort of confrontation. You're beyond rattled and your idiocy knows no bounds. With your brittle temperament, you're not cut out for this. You let yourself down every weekend, without fail. Once again, I strongly suggest that you contact your GP's surgery, because they might be able to help someone with mental health issues like yours. Good luck.